is entering an unknown space and temporal quadrant, where all his writing juices freeze and his capability to write is suspended.
but he is struggling... striving to write something.
i guess theres a number of probable factors.
first, aside from his present academic loads, he is pressured to finish a visual novel for his last semester's class, where his former professor gave him an incomplete and compelled him to finish it in a year or else he'll fail. as of the moment, he hasn't absolutely done anything yet and even thinking of changing the entire story concept.
second, its been 10 months since he has been unemployed. the entire full time student thing is fun but whenever he thinks of his dues, it definitely stresses him out, especially his credit card bills and his rent. nonetheless, he still has his pride of not asking for any support from his parents.
third, the temptation of going and working abroad is slowly starting to open up, especially
whenever he see how his friends seem to be very "successful" in there pictures in facebook. seriously, he is on the verge of hopelessness on the thought of being hired again.
fourth, this will be as simple as, no inspiration as of the moment though he is not entertaining anything or anyone either.
and lastly, life starting to be in complete monotony again. probably that is basically it.
thinking its just not his year. does anyone knows if ox is compatible with tigers? cause for this lad its starting to spell danger.
sorry, just him ranting! its like what X, in the movie boy culture kinda said, a typical problem of a 24 guy who thinks as if he is already 40.
well, don't you miss it too? LOL