someone

its hard to fall for someone
who values his freedom more than anything else,
who has no ambitions in life and just lives by the moment,
who tends to give romance and relationship new names,
who breaks away from the traditions,
who can easily justifies his actions and goes away with it,
who easily gets bored with monotony,
who has a weird sense of commitment,
who is tactful in saying what he feels to others
but remains reserve to the things he feels for himself,
who calculates his actions,
who avoids being too emotional,
who rationalizes everything,
who is afraid to face his own issues,
who always keep a happy face,
who always fall short with all his efforts,
who acts like everything is nothing for him,
who is uncomfortable in displaying affection, especially in public,
who values friendship more than his partner,
who always has an excuse for his shortcomings,
who easily gives up,
and at the end,
although regretful,
doesn't feel miserable about it.
on the other hand, i want to think that its actually harder for that someone to have all these burdens than to hear it as rants from someone else.

but i guess, its just either of the two: that that someone is still not ready to commit or its the commitment part that is not ready for him yet.