Tuesday, February 22, 2011

someone from the north

*free writing

i am in a place far away. always in transit; nurtured by hellos and farewells. but at the end of it all, it still leaves me wondering, what am i really looking for?


there was uncertain silence for every uncertain questions i threw.

but what i only know was he lives in a very remote tribe village in the north. a community, wherein time have already forgotten them. the thought of poverty as their dish served on empty plates and cold corruption as their resting beds.
then he looked at me. his eyes, a bit shy. clearing his throat and composing every words he was about to utter. he smiled again and made his eyes disappear in a dark uplifting arc.

then he said,

i don't know.

perhaps, i just go somewhere ---away here. i already 27 years and done all works just to find i really want. construction, farming, porting, even assistant pastor.

what i experience, i guess never find answer here. so if my response convince you that i true, then, you'll think that i am to do any job regardless small or hard it be. at least, i can something to start.

in an ordinary conversation, the uncertainty and softness of his words can just simply leave someone asking, what did he just actually said?

but for me, the word escape instantly appeared.

in a way, he kinda reminded me of myself a couple of years back or even until now. he made me realize how fortunate i still am and introduce me to the pettiness of my day-to-day rants.

i don't know how am i going to tell it to my boss. if i will lie and tell him he is qualified just to give him that favor. but after we shook hands, i figured that i just cannot stain the honesty of what he said. so i totally told everything to my boss.

and for some weird reason, he understood where the both of us were coming from. hence, i was so surprised when he asked me to contact him again and ask him to go with us to manila by the end of the month. i will find something that he can do and take him as a secret company scholar for a course he always wanted to get--- criminology.

i must admit it definitely gave me goosebumps.

for this lad at least gave me something to hold on; a small piece of what i am really looking for. i may not know what it really is for now. but it feels like i already made my first step going there--- wherever that maybe.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

my valentine moves


wanderingcommuter is in a relationship with himself (masabi lang na hindi single this valentines... HAHAHAHA)

reply ni facebook:

X You cannot create a relationship with yourself

reply ko:

ABER, WHY NOT???!!! mas marunong ka pa sa akin... puso mo 'to??!


reply niyo (audience participation):

ilabas mo dila mo...

anong lasa ng hangin???



Monday, February 7, 2011

my great valentine craving

since its in season din naman,

parang gusto ko din


este PAKWAN!


Friday, February 4, 2011

my great valentine plan


uminom ng maraming tubig!!!

dahil sa panahon ngayon,
sa ihi na lang ako KINIKILIG!

hahahaha... :D