Monday, June 30, 2008

today's open letter

to whom it may concern,

i never really thought that making the best out of your time is this difficult. when most of us say that we need to seize the moment for life is short, i think some of us fail to recognize how formidable time could be as an opponent.
everything now, is quite nostalgic: back to the game again. i am counting hours and allocating my time to everything that i need to do. its freakingshly exhausting. but believe it or not, i am incredibly enjoying it (my sado-masochist side speaking).
everyday, i need to wake up around 4 in the morning, to beat the traffic and the rush hour, from katipunan going to makati. my work starts exactly 6 in the morning and ends 3 in the afternoon. after work, i only have an hour to go to school, that is from makati to ubelt. for my classes starts around 5 in the afternoon and ends around 9 in the evening. finally, another 30 minutes lrt ride back to katipunan. and the same vicious cycle continuous.
normally, i study in between lunch hour at work, when i arrive early at school and before i go to bed which is around 12 midnight. thus, its a common thing to me make love with stress, caress lack of sleep and woohoo!-ly make out with exhaustion.
but there are times like today, where i failed to finish the required readings assigned: 6 article and 25 cases in a period of a day. so who could blame me if i am absent, sitting and typing infront of the monitor today?

guiltly justifying my absence,
ewik





You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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tsk.tsk.tsk.

i never thought tarot cards were these scary... i am no (big) believer of such, but i just realized that sometimes its nice to know something that is beyond our selfish rationale---just like what this moon card is telling me now.

14 comments:

Mugen said...

The Tarot gives your readers an idea about who you are. It might be true or not, but at least we have a grasp of what you are capable of.

Don't forget to make love with sleep and Vitamin C. You will need them for the days ahead.

All the best for you Ewwik.

Bino/Geno said...

You can do it!!! But I suggest that you cut down on some work so you can finish the readings and get some more sleep. Maybe you can tell them that you need to go around 130pm? Hihi.

odin hood said...

ang hirap naman ng ganyan. goodluck! take good care of yourself ha. eat well and sleep well. :) kaya mo yan

♥nova-san said...

I always try to read your site almost every day, but last week was hell for me, and it seems I missed a few posts, which I just caught up reading now. Firstly, I'm glad you're okay after the spiking of your drink. I know they're your friends, but they should be careful! Accidents can happen - I'll just leave it at that.

Secondly, I can relate to your time issues. I love being busy but lately it's been a little overwhelming. Seems like you don't leave a lot of time for yourself either. It may seem like a lot now, but it will be worth it in the end. There will be cause for celebration once this is all done.

Take it easy, nephew. ♥

Ely said...

hmm. lumiit ang font? hehe, lemme take that Tarot card test.

amicus said...

ang hirap naman nun...

pano na ang love life niyan?

Niel Camhalla said...

whoa! hindi ko kaya yan...

naks naman.

Diablo said...

take ko rin yang test na iyan..

baka di ko rin ikatulog, parekoy? ^_^

jericho said...

ang tibay sa puyatan ah ... goodluck sa work and studies ... hey ewik, ikaw yung ewik sa multiply ko right? hehe (sorry ... tumatanda..nagiging ulyanin..)

dazedblu* said...

Aww. it was a kind of drama :| hehe, pahula naman, well keep it up, and i love reading the blog :d

sab said...

"make love with stress" - atleast you're getting something! haha!

Toilet Thoughts said...

Cool tarot card, but they've always scare me... I'll try it though, jsut in case. hehe

Just a quick comment from a concerned friend. Don't spread yourself too thin. Don't neglect your own health. Ayt?

Try to get at least 4 hrs of sleep if you really have to finish things up. Drink lots of water. Vitamins may help. I suggest you take the multivitamins. You'd need not only Vit C, but you'd need some metals/ ions/ minerals too such as Iron (for your hematologic balance). Mahirap pumanget sa puyat. tandaan. hehe.

Take care man!

dabo said...

hmmn.. through out any civilizations, men of different nations have been mesmerized by the moon....

cheers! you're one tough guy ha

Lydia said...

You are walking a tightrope now, friend. All these comments have concern and some really good advice. I'll still add mine, though. :)
* Sleep is vital for your brain to reset itself and your cells to repair.
* Try to keep your sense of humor under stress.
* Go easy on the booze.
* Keep on blogging because you do it so well.