today's open letter

to whom it may concern,

i never really thought that making the best out of your time is this difficult. when most of us say that we need to seize the moment for life is short, i think some of us fail to recognize how formidable time could be as an opponent.
everything now, is quite nostalgic: back to the game again. i am counting hours and allocating my time to everything that i need to do. its freakingshly exhausting. but believe it or not, i am incredibly enjoying it (my sado-masochist side speaking).
everyday, i need to wake up around 4 in the morning, to beat the traffic and the rush hour, from katipunan going to makati. my work starts exactly 6 in the morning and ends 3 in the afternoon. after work, i only have an hour to go to school, that is from makati to ubelt. for my classes starts around 5 in the afternoon and ends around 9 in the evening. finally, another 30 minutes lrt ride back to katipunan. and the same vicious cycle continuous.
normally, i study in between lunch hour at work, when i arrive early at school and before i go to bed which is around 12 midnight. thus, its a common thing to me make love with stress, caress lack of sleep and woohoo!-ly make out with exhaustion.
but there are times like today, where i failed to finish the required readings assigned: 6 article and 25 cases in a period of a day. so who could blame me if i am absent, sitting and typing infront of the monitor today?

guiltly justifying my absence,
ewik

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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tsk.tsk.tsk.

i never thought tarot cards were these scary... i am no (big) believer of such, but i just realized that sometimes its nice to know something that is beyond our selfish rationale---just like what this moon card is telling me now.