Thursday, January 21, 2010

randomness

i remember when i was small, i used to kill boredom and forget all my childish problems by drawing small stick figures on each side pages of my book or notebook. then slowly flipped and released each page and watch as my little stick figures move from one place to another. it amazes me how that 30seconder felt like time flew; like everything moves and falls the way i want them be. like for a moment, they're gone.

during that time, while kids, my age, dwell upon tv cartoons and fairy tales, i chose to create and escape through my drawings, which i guess, i have carried until now. obviously, it didn't solve anything. but in a way, it cleared my cluttered thoughts.

the past days have been tiring and exhausting. a number of things happened. i have been busy finishing some dues for my classes while straightening some other businesses on the side. some were successful, while some were just too frustrating to be solved. and it bothers me how frustrations can sometimes be so paralyzing. it leaves your body with nothing to do but makes your brain work 'til it dries.

last night, i rode a bus in makati going to fairview, and fell asleep out of exhaustion. when i woke up, the bus was still running along commonwealth avenue. but then i noticed that i was the only passenger inside. in a second, i felt very confused. even thought that probably i am still dreaming. but it was to vivid to be a dream. too lonely to be surreal.

then, i figured,



aaahhhhh...


probably, its the february breeze coming. hahaha!


24 comments:

Andrei Alba said...

the jonquil loneliness instilled in each one of us.

citybuoy said...

*sigh* vienna waits for you.

rudeboy said...

Haha that was cute.

Galing naman ng animation mo, ewik!

Herbs D. said...

hay..the love month.

averagejom said...

i used to draw a lot too when i was a kid. it feels good after you let everything out. now, it's the same case, only words instead of drawings. keep it up.

engel said...

on one hand, february's my birthday month. on the other, it's also valentine's day. sigh.

rudeboy said...

A engel : Februarian ka rin?!?!?

Oh, NOEEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

*shakes fist at the heavens*

thecuriouscat said...

parang diyosa lang hehe
ganda

Jake said...

'Sang tagay lang 'yan, my friend. Hahaha!

ELAY said...

yea we often feel lonely lalo na pag malamig ang panahon.. kala ko naman kung anu ung narealize mo hehe...

red the mod said...

So it beckons. Will you take its heed? Will cupid befall the wandering wall?

February. How convenient. =(

Chyng said...

see you sa feb13! Ü

xallternative said...

Ang ganda Erik!!! haha... NICE!

Anonymous said...

ewik yung recipe ng paella?

-dabo

rjpebs said...

Ang galing mo talagang mag compose.

Inuman. Na.

Maxwell Flux said...

ang galing ng animation! paturo kung pano, hehehe.

Padsiefoot said...

Uy gusto ko rin maging ganun--transform transform ako into different creatures hehehe!

Anonymous said...

Ikaw ang dyosa ng temptasyon!!!!!

masasampal ka ng pakpak ni kupido!

Zai Zai said...

cute naman :) malay mo may humabol! we have a few weeks left before the V day :)

Manech said...

Love, love the animation.

I suddenly had the urge to draw. Kahit ano lang, cause I'm not as good as you. Actually, I'm terrible at drawing.

Hahaha. :)

Yj said...

kuya i cant make the smart recovery work... tulungan mo ako... i need to recover some files... huhuhuhuhu

malapit na birthday mo... yehey!

PABLONG PABLING said...

uy post para sa araw ng mga puso

/iambrew said...

Uu nga pebrero na naman. Haist... Nice blog btw. :)

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