Monday, May 11, 2009

today the shaman speaks

its been days and nights since i first heard the parade of hundred thundering gallops inside my chest. it was the kind of parade that could make the earth crumble into million pieces. for nights, i am also hearing names that would immediately steal the graces of my slumber. while for days, i would catch myself into deep drowning recesses.


until finally, i have decided to asked for higher wisdom.

at age 23, the shaman have bestowed upon me the worst sight of them all. when i am at the peak of my youth, when i have already put almost my entire life for this, and i am more than prepared and ready more than ever or anyone--- he have forbidden me to fall in love.

the parade roared louder than ever before and my chest was obliterated like a lonely and dusty desert.

tonight, i will listen to the saddest lullabies again thinking that their is no such thing as thundering parade.

*how to say that i am diagnosed with hypertension and enlargement of the heart, the dabo way.

23 comments:

line of flight said...

the difference between the shaman and a regular sick man is that the shaman is able to defeat the demons.

Anonymous said...

Exercise dude, and cutting of nicotine intake.

Herbs D. said...

oh my. i know how it feels. damnet

Frustrated Doctor said...

avoid pork pero kung hindi maiiwasan, try not to consume during dinner time.

dabo said...

pamura ha..


putangian naman, talaga bang standard ako ng ka-emohan!

reresbakan kita.

dabo said...

ay wrong spelling

Trip said...

more paella and dried kare-kare in ur diet please. censiya, di ko talaga maiwasan. hehehe

seriously, tama si anon. cut the sticks and more exercise. ang enlargement ko nawala yata ng naging active ako physically. ;)

jericho said...

be well ... at least this is better than posting a medical report, right? ;)

:: cb :: said...

oh no! hope u get better soon! bawas bawas muna ng mga bisyo.

papansin ko lang ah, napaparami ang mga homage posts mo. hehe a testament to being a true blogger: hindi ka lang nagbblog, nagbabasa ka rin at nakukuha mo mga patterns nila. galing! :D

HOMER said...

Just follow what your doctor says and you'll be well. Been there done that. Hope you get better soon! :)

<*period*> said...

KAIBIGAN, pareho tayo..you're 23? sana wag ka munang maging dependent sa gamot..pero kung kailangan, pinaka-effective ang neo aspilets na mas kilala na ata ngayon sa kiddielets...tapos mag cardio exercise ka po,, treadmill, stationary bike, tapos, yung sa stepper, pwede ring magwalkathion ka po..mga 20 minutes muna tapos unti unti mong i-increase hangang sa kayanan mo po na mamaintain ang 40 minutes each

remember my gym chronicles post?

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gillboard said...

ahhh.. say goodbye sa lahat ng masarap pero bawal!!! I feel for you...

bampiraako said...

Time to flex the muscles...sana maging ok ka..Ingat

wanderingcommuter said...

lof: so as a regular man we have no capacity to defeat the demon?

anon: para sa iyo. i'll do everything.

fd: noted! hidni na nga ako masyadong nag popork. meat ba after dinner time, pwede? hehehe

dabo: weeeh, wala naman kaya akong sinabing emo post ito... naku, guilty! hahahaha...

trip: oo nga daw, pero ibang enlargement ata yung saiyo trip... HAHAHAHA...

salamat, mr. empanada!

aaron: naks, nagparamdam. salamat!!

cb: tsamba lang yan kapag lagi mo silang kasama, hindi na mahirap!

homer: yeah, thanks dude!

period: hala natouch naman ako sa iyo period! sige po, ill keep that in mind

gill: may isa pa akong bawal na hindi natitikman---ulit., babay na? huhuhu.

bampira: yeah think so too. thanks though!

kiel estrella said...

kainis. akala ko post about forbidden love... na excite pa naman ako.

eniwey, here's giving you good vibes that your condition improves and doesn't bother you anymore.

Jake said...

Nakow. Kung may ganyan kang condition...mas bawal ka ngang ma-inlove.

Ingats sa diet at bisyo, ka-bisyo. :)

DN / DeathNote said...

i suddenly remembered eric cambden of 7th Heaven had this condition.

smoker ka pala. tsk tsk.

gaya nga ng sabi ko, dapat mga taong gago (i.e., you-know-who) ang nagkakaroon ng ganyang sakit. hindi ikaw.

lucas said...

shaman? those people who can converse with the dead? hmmm...

lost in thought. T_T

Kiks said...

what better way to stop this than have a figurative hypertension for someone else.

why don't you go swim and waste all those bad chem-vibes in your body away?

you'll beat and feel and look good.

and everyone will start having their own hypertension. on you.

hypertension is the new hot!

parteeboi said...

i don't know if i should even say this... GO OUT girl and GET LAID. LOL.

let's go out sometimes and let's enjoy life.

jinnakexds3 said...

well hope you get better. yes you will and you can. : )
good luck on cutting down sa bisyo. or whatever the doctor told you to do.

Yj said...

hala...... naku sundin mo payo ni doc.... wag matigas ang ulo..... everything will be fine ewik.....

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