i feel guilty whenever i visit my blog and recall all the memories i used to write in it.
i feel guilty because its not as active as it was before.
i feel sad for my recent entries for they seemed forced.
just to have something to post.
i feel sad when i write something in it just because i feel down.
funny, how change makes you realize how you are so not ready for it, after crying so long for it to happen before.
well i guess, now, i have more reasons to write again--- to write for this change, and the change to change this change.
*now, feeling better.