Monday, December 20, 2010

kilig

i'm 25...

and i recognize the fact that i am at that point of my life, where i thought puberty had already passed just to wake up one day, being swept away by a larger hormonal tide.

i remember what T once told me over those rare coffee table moments that we are beginning to lose lately,

"there will always be those times when you will just realize that your urges will be stronger than your rationals and morals; and there will no other way but to give in. for the smarter you are, the stronger your urge will be."

in a way, his words struck me and from that point, i am always reminded with it every time i go elsewhere.

there will be those nights when the heed needs a response and all i can do is just surrender.
like any first, the fear and anticipation drive anyone insane. not to mention those inner ghosts that would annoyingly nag and constantly remind you. but i guess, there is indeed no clear answer for anyone who only lives among the mirage of his assumptions.

but i never thought, twitter-pat could also be that treacherous.

13 comments:

Nielz said...

yeah, the smarter you are, the stronger your urges will be.. definitely agree..

maybe that's why my urges are not that strong. :D

kiel estrella said...

i always thought that the only way to handle an urge is to surrender to it.

it makes us remember we are alive.

Spiral Prince said...

puberty eventually comes back to haunt us all :3

soltero said...

no wonder my urges are so strong ahahahhaa...

love this post ewik!

kalansaycollector said...

bawal ba na patulan ang urge? hindi naman di ba? haha patol lang. lol

iprovoked said...

I agree, there will be those nights when the heed needs a response and all we can do is just surrender. I feel that everyday. Mas lalo nga ngayong in a relationship ako, parang mas lapitin pa ako ng tukso. By far, im still successful sa pagiging faithful, I just don't know when this urges will eat me. Goodluck! haha.

Luis Batchoy said...

well urges smurges... urges remind us that we are alive. Matakot ka pag wala na yang urges na yan. Surrender may not be the best response but that's just me. After all, what is life without a few hurdles. Good luck!

wanderingcommuter said...

nielz, akala mo lang yun. hahaha!

kiel, the essence of imperfection is vital in order to define what is human.

spiral, i guess. sooner or later. its just a matter of preparin for it one more time.

soltero, pang ibang species na ata ang urges mo soltie. hahaha

kalansay, the one thing that differentiate human to the rest is rationality. we do not plunge into our urges whenever we feel it, we think before we dive into it.

iprovoked, keep it up! make a difference. hehehe!

luis, i guess.

RainDarwin said...

natural satuyang mga bicolano na aki pa tatao na maglusi hahahahahah.

cheers ewik!

Meri Krismas.

wanderingcommuter said...

rain,

PIRMI yan! HAHAHA! uragon baga kita! o basi urag-uragon! bwaghahaha

Yj said...

so iku-quote kita next gathering?

yaiy

Nielz said...

I hope you enjoyed your Christmas! Sana naging meaningful and very happy yung Pasko mo. :D

Advance happy new year too, wag magpaputok, baka maputulan. lol. :P

ash said...

Its what makes boys, boys. Happy wand-ering ewik! And merry christmas too...